Nearly 4 months

My little turtle,

my sweet baby. I cant believe u are 4 months already! The time has flown by and you change a bit everyday. I love that you wake me up in the morning. Whatever time it may be.  That some days you whine a bit... others u wake me up by singing and talking and giggling.   Your smiley face that early warms my heart and lets me know all the tough times  were worth it. I hate that i cant be there everynight to put u to bed.  And most days i bounce around the bed secretly wanting u to wake up and play, but i know u need your rest.  You are an amazing gift and a blessing and im so proud of u everyday.   I was reading a blog and i came across this.  And started to cry..  yeah i know i cry @ everything...  but its exactly how i feel.  :)  

I've realized why having two children makes me feel more relaxed and capable. With one baby, it's like putting all your treasure in one hiding spot... that's a stressful arrangement. You're not supposed to put all your eggs into one basket. When you came along I could breathe a sigh of relief because now my love is spread out to more than one place. It's like there's less chance of something being taken from my heart.

Thank you for being part of our family. :)   we all just adore u in everyway, from your toes.. to your nose...And cant wait to watch u grow up and make the world a better place.  I love u so.    :)
Mom